- For me, writing poetry feels like a weak, soft patch job. My life doesn’t need a gentle bandage like that. 回复
- I hate all light and anything beautiful. I want to snuff out the sun and drag the whole world into a hopeless night. There’s no ending, just slow, grinding suffering. 回复
- Nothing is permitted to be raised anew; nothing remains worthy of faith. 回复
- I think the documentary I watched yesterday（finding Vivian maier )lingered within me, leading me to dream of the past and of those I will never see again. 回复
- Let's fight against the so-called "automated mode" together in our life, and don't give up even if one of us gets lost.I will always remember this.(On my birthday, I got a precious gift from kevin.) ... 回复
- I’m writing just for myself, the platform is only a place to keep it. 回复
- Mastodon is really a great platform. You can edit posts of up to 20,000 characters, which feels very free and comfortable for writing. I’ll keep updating my diary both here and over there. 回复
- 新自由主义的准确表述应是 neoliberalism 回复
- Over the past six months, English has far outweighed Chinese in my speech, yet the feeling is pleasant. A mind confined to a single language grows thin; it needs the nourishment of other tongues. 回复
- 我们没有义务为他人赎罪。 回复
- 祝你擁有一顆美好、健康的靈魂，以及同樣健康的身體，祝你一切都好，祝你新年快樂。 回复
- WELCOME TO MY CLUTCH 回复
- 我对大部分人类的唯一要求是别活的像头猪一样。 回复
- 只有火焰能彻底焚尽一切寄生虫，但这个世界常年下雨。再也没有惊雷与阵痛。陈腐，无聊，麻木，死亡。如此的循环，内在的匮乏，精神的贫困。 回复
- 以吃垃圾为食的国内文坛，脑满肥肠一开口就暴露食腐生物的恶臭。为何？因为这些人还真能靠垃圾场里的东西营生。体系寄生的一环。 回复
-
- 剑之华尔兹
- For me, writing poetry feels like a weak, soft patch job. My life doesn’t need a gentle bandage like that. It should be more like barbed wire cutting into flesh, digging for bones in the trash, and watching the man next to Christ die for no reason, like a coin toss. That’s what life looks like to you: a heap of scrap and a soul that laughs at trying to build anything from it. Once you pass that point, nothing can really stand in this abandoned world. Nothing is meant to be built ... ...
-
- 剑之华尔兹
- 同样是生灵，但确实可以做到灵魂不在一个维度的“俯视”，于神是无差别的爱，但对于凡人和凡人的创作物Ai而言，即为蔑视。 “蔑视你的存在，如同机械车流碾过蚁群。”
-
- 剑之华尔兹
- My plans for 2026: 1.Two provincial journal papers and the first form of a C-level one, a pragmatic necessity for completing my doctorate. 2.To pursue knowledge with true depth and flavor, weaving together Spanish, Japanese, and English, continuing my work in the philosophy of technology, and remaining faithful to writing in English. 3.To keep recording my dreams and daily reflections, reaching one million words. 4.To converse with interesting souls and resist the urge to close myself of ... ...
-
- 剑之华尔兹
- My doctoral advisor once shared a thought that deeply moved me: on the first floor, when someone shouts at you, the noise feels unbearable. On the tenth floor, you can still hear them, though only faintly. But on the hundredth floor, all that remains is the beauty of the view.
-
- 剑之华尔兹
- I was in the car and suddenly looked up to see gorgeous fireworks outside the window. It was so unexpected and beautiful. My first instinct was to take a photo to show you, but the car was moving too fast, so I only managed to snap this one in a rush.
-
- 剑之华尔兹
- “‘日神精神’作為外觀之神……掌管著夢的美麗幻象，它以形式與界限的力量，將生命的痛苦與混沌包裹在和諧的外殼中，使人類得以在理性的光輝下忍受存在的重負。‘日神’的藝術是雕塑，是清晰的線條與靜止的完美；而‘酒神’的藝術則是音樂，是流動的激情與無邊的狂熱。唯有在這倆種力量的交織中，悲劇才得以將生命的恐怖與狂喜呈現在我們面前，使我們在毀滅的邊緣感受到美的救贖。” ... ...
-
- 剑之华尔兹
- 整体的氛围还蛮轻松，该感叹文人之间的谈话其实并没有那么多的烟火气，大家都是很真诚的人，无论是老师还是学生。不过，我当然也明白，只靠真诚是无法维持人与人之间的连结的，一些必要的场面话可说是彼此隔阂间的润滑剂，嗯……其实我换个角度来讲，总不能见到谁都掏出“真诚牌”来相谈甚欢吧，人之间应保有尊重与适度的空间，虽然有时也需要“有勇气”一些，但适度的真诚，应搭配上足量的勇气，才是最合适的距离。而我往往做不好这一点，不是过分胆怯，就是过分地坦露了真心，像个笨蛋。 ... ...
-
- 剑之华尔兹
- 打开signalis ，停留在主界面，与elster的目光直视，听着那循环的三个数字，三段音的信号。一些图景以共振的方式流淌入我的心灵。我难以言喻这份 无法用言语传达的共感，创作者是德国的华裔俩名女性，我所知道的真实也模糊不清，一切皆以作品呈现，所有的思想在作品里流淌，没有一处是真实。也不会有一处存有真实。
-
- 剑之华尔兹
- 写得想死。舍友吐槽我心态真好，每天犹如无忧无虑一水豚泰山崩于前色亦不改，时不时来点要命的冷幽默，（热幽默也有，冬天适合来点热的。）那确实，我就喜欢如此示人而不是带着一身忧愁。不把死挂嘴边的人，一定是已经死过无数回了。我昨天看到一个很有趣的说法：自杀其实是能保证我活下去的唯一想法，自杀让我明白，我可以在我愿意的时候离开这个世界，这令生命变得可以承受，而不是毁掉它。既然人可以在任何时候了结自己，也就能够把这个想法先搁置着，同时不抛弃这个念想。 ... ...